Healing and New Beginnings

The Supper That Changed Mabel's Winter · Chapter 6 of 6

Chapter 6

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By spring, people in Bitter Creek spoke Mabel Higgins's name very differently.

Some claimed they had always known she was talented.

Mabel found that particularly amusing.

Mrs. Gable from the boarding house visited the Iron Cross one afternoon.

"I've been thinking," she said.

Mabel waited.

"We could use a kitchen manager."

Mabel nearly dropped the bowl she was carrying.

"Really?"

Mrs. Gable smiled too brightly.

"Your reputation has become quite impressive."

"Interesting."

"I'd pay twenty dollars monthly."

Mabel continued kneading dough.

"I make twice that."

Mrs. Gable blinked.

"Twenty-five."

"No."

"Thirty."

"No."

Mrs. Gable looked offended.

"You don't have to be difficult."

Mabel stopped.

"Difficult?"

"I mean—"

"Last fall you told me I'd eat you out of business."

Mrs. Gable's face reddened.

"I don't recall—"

"I do."

Silence.

Mabel returned to the dough.

"Good afternoon."

Mrs. Gable left.

Benny had been listening outside.

He entered grinning.

"That was beautiful."

"How much did you hear?"

"Everything."

"Go work."

"Yes, ma'am."

The ranch prospered.

Mabel changed more than meals.

She planted a large kitchen garden.

Caleb complained about the cost.

Then stopped complaining when Mabel calculated how much they saved on vegetables.

She began preserving food for winter.

Opened a smokehouse schedule.

Organized pantry records.

Reduced waste.

Taught Luke to bake.

Discovered Isaiah made excellent stew.

Even Caleb learned to peel potatoes, though he insisted this information remain confidential.

Sunday dinners became famous.

Neighboring ranchers found excuses to visit.

Mabel eventually charged them for additional meals.

"You're turning my ranch into a restaurant," Caleb complained.

"You're welcome."

"I didn't thank you."

"You will when you see the money."

He did.

By early summer, Caleb realized Mabel's food operation actually produced profit.

She purchased ingredients in bulk, traded preserved goods for dairy, and sold baked goods in Bitter Creek once a week.

Soon people lined up.

The same people who once refused to approach her church-fair table.

Mabel treated everyone politely.

But she remembered.

Success didn't erase cruelty.

It simply revealed how conditional some people's respect had always been.

One Thursday, a little girl approached her market table.

"Mrs. Higgins?"

"Yes, sweetheart?"

"My mother says you're rich now."

Mabel laughed.

"Your mother exaggerates."

"She says Mr. Caldwell loves you."

Mabel nearly dropped a pie.

The girl's mother rushed over.

"Emma!"

"What?"

Mabel stared at the pie.

Across the street Caleb stood outside the feed store.

He had apparently heard.

Benny stood beside him laughing uncontrollably.

Mabel's face turned crimson.

Caleb crossed the road.

"Problem?"

"No."

Emma pointed at him.

"My mother says you love Mrs. Higgins."

The child's mother looked ready to disappear.

Caleb stared at Mabel.

Mabel stared at Caleb.

Benny whispered, "This is the best day of my life."

Caleb turned toward him.

"Leave."

Benny immediately vanished.

Caleb looked at Emma.

"Your mother talks too much."

Emma nodded solemnly.

"She does."

Mabel laughed.

Caleb did too.

But later, riding home, silence filled the wagon.

Finally Caleb spoke.

"Mabel."

"Don't."

"Don't what?"

"Ask."

"Wasn't going to."

"Good."

Another mile.

"Mabel."

She sighed.

"What?"

"Does it bother you?"

She looked at him.

"What people say?"

Caleb nodded.

Mabel considered lying.

Instead she told the truth.

"It scares me."

Caleb's expression fell.

"Because of me?"

"No."

"Then why?"

She looked toward the road.

"Thomas."

Caleb understood immediately.

Mabel continued.

"I loved him for fourteen years."

"I know."

"If I love somebody else..."

She stopped.

Caleb waited.

"It feels like I'm admitting what we had is over."

"It is over."

The words hurt.

Caleb immediately looked regretful.

Mabel shook her head.

"No. You're right."

She wiped one tear.

"It is."

Caleb pulled the wagon to a stop.

"Mabel."

She turned.

"You don't have to forget him."

"I know."

"You don't have to stop loving him."

Her face crumpled slightly.

Caleb's voice became quiet.

"There's room."

"Room?"

"In a person."

He looked down at his hands.

"My mother died when I was sixteen. Loving people afterward didn't erase her."

Mabel listened.

"I don't think the heart works like a house with one chair."

She smiled through tears.

"That's surprisingly poetic for somebody who complains about cabbage."

"I'm complicated."

She laughed.

Then Caleb looked directly at her.

"And for what it's worth, I don't care what Bitter Creek says."

Her pulse jumped.

"What do you care about?"

"You."

Silence.

Mabel's breath caught.

Caleb's hands remained on the reins.

He didn't move toward her.

Didn't pressure.

Didn't demand.

Just told the truth.

"I care about you."

Mabel looked away.

She needed air.

Time.

Permission from herself.

"I don't know what to say."

"You don't have to say anything."

"What if I never can?"

Caleb swallowed.

"Then you're still the best cook I've ever hired."

She looked back.

"And my friend."

The gentleness hurt more than insistence would have.

Mabel nodded.

"Thank you."

He restarted the wagon.

They drove home.

Weeks passed.

Nothing changed.

Everything changed.

Caleb continued working.

Mabel continued cooking.

They talked more.

Sometimes until midnight.

He told her about taking over the ranch after his father died.

She told him about meeting Thomas at a Fourth of July dance.

Caleb admitted he hated dancing.

Mabel informed him that was because nobody had taught him.

He accused her of arrogance.

She agreed.

One August evening the ranch held a celebration after a profitable cattle sale.

Samuel brought his fiddle.

Lanterns hung between barns.

Tables filled the yard.

Mabel roasted beef and baked pies.

Cowboys danced badly.

Benny danced worst.

Then Luke approached her.

"Mrs. Higgins."

"No."

"I haven't asked."

"You want me to dance."

"Yes."

"No."

"Why?"

Mabel glanced toward Caleb.

He was talking with Eli.

"I don't dance."

Luke smiled.

"Mr. Caldwell says the same thing."

Mabel narrowed her eyes.

"Did he send you?"

Luke fled.

Mabel turned.

Caleb was trying not to smile.

She walked toward him.

"Coward."

"Excuse me?"

"You sent Luke."

"No proof."

"You want to dance?"

Caleb's confidence vanished.

"I didn't say that."

Mabel held out her hand.

"Come on."

"Mabel."

"Afraid?"

Thirty cowboys suddenly became very interested.

Caleb noticed.

"I can fire all of you."

Nobody moved.

Mabel waited.

Finally Caleb took her hand.

They danced.

Badly at first.

Caleb stepped on her foot.

She laughed.

He apologized.

She guided him.

Slowly his hand settled at her waist.

Her hand rested against his shoulder.

The music softened.

People around them disappeared.

For the first time Mabel didn't feel like the large woman everyone examined.

Didn't feel like Widow Higgins.

Didn't feel pitied.

She felt like herself.

Caleb looked at her with a tenderness she had once thought belonged only to Thomas.

And instead of guilt, she felt peace.

When the song ended, neither stepped away.

Caleb whispered, "Mabel."

She knew.

Before he could ask, she leaned forward and kissed him.

The ranch yard erupted.

Benny shouted loudest.

Mabel broke the kiss laughing.

Caleb looked stunned.

"You all right?" she asked.

He touched his mouth.

"Excellent."

She laughed again.

Then Caleb kissed her.

This time the cowboys cheered until Eli threatened to assign extra fence duty.

Later, beneath the stars, Mabel sat beside Caleb on the porch.

"Thomas would've laughed at you dancing."

"He had good judgment."

"He did."

Caleb took her hand.

"You okay?"

Mabel looked toward the mountains.

"Yes."

And she meant it.

But one final problem remained.

Not with Caleb.

Not with Thomas.

With herself.

Because Mabel had learned to survive being unwanted.

Now she needed to learn something harder.

How to believe she deserved happiness.

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