Healing and New Beginnings

The Supper That Changed Mabel's Winter · Chapter 2 of 6

Chapter 2

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Mabel stared at Caleb.

She had heard him clearly.

She simply didn't believe him.

"Together?"

Caleb put his wallet away.

"Tomorrow morning."

"I don't understand."

"That's because everybody's staring."

He looked over his shoulder.

Dozens of people immediately pretended to be interested in other things.

Caleb almost smiled.

Almost.

"Maybe we talk somewhere else."

Mabel nodded.

Before either could move, Clara approached.

"Mr. Caldwell."

Caleb sighed.

"Mrs. Abernathy."

"There seems to be some misunderstanding."

"I don't think so."

"You can't possibly mean to hire—"

Clara stopped.

Her eyes flicked toward Mabel.

Caleb waited.

"Go on."

Clara realized the trap.

She couldn't insult Mabel openly without revealing herself.

"I simply mean that managing a ranch kitchen requires extraordinary stamina."

Mabel's face warmed.

Caleb studied Clara.

"Have you managed one?"

"No, but—"

"Then I reckon Mrs. Higgins has as much chance as anybody."

Clara laughed nervously.

"You don't know her reputation."

"I know her pork."

Several cowboys laughed.

Caleb continued.

"I'll trust that before gossip."

Clara's expression hardened.

Mabel felt something unfamiliar rise inside her.

Not triumph.

Something quieter.

Dignity.

She had spent a year defending herself to people committed to misunderstanding her.

Caleb had done something more powerful.

He had simply refused to participate.

The competition judges suddenly appeared.

Mabel nearly laughed.

All afternoon they had been too busy for the table near the carriage house.

Now they came quickly.

"Mrs. Higgins," one announced, "we were just about to sample your entry."

Caleb looked at Mabel.

"Were they?"

"No."

The judge flushed.

"We follow a schedule."

Mabel folded her arms.

"Apparently I'm scheduled after Mr. Caldwell tastes it."

A few people gasped.

Thomas would have been proud.

Caleb's eyes flashed with amusement.

The judges tasted the pork.

Then beans.

Then biscuits.

Their expressions changed.

One judge quietly took a second biscuit.

Clara stared.

Twenty minutes later Reverend Josiah climbed the church steps with the blue ribbon.

"Friends, neighbors, this year's culinary prize goes to—"

Mabel knew what should happen.

Clara always won.

But Reverend Josiah looked toward the back table.

"Mabel Higgins."

Silence.

Then somebody clapped.

Mabel turned.

Caleb.

Once.

Twice.

Slowly.

A ranch hand joined.

Then another person.

Soon applause spread across the fairground.

Not everyone looked happy.

But they clapped.

Mabel walked forward on trembling legs.

Reverend Josiah handed her the blue ribbon and twenty-five dollars.

"Mabel," he whispered, "I'm sorry."

She knew what he meant.

Sorry for placing her in the back.

Sorry for allowing Clara's cruelty.

Sorry for choosing comfort over decency.

Mabel accepted the money.

"Thank you, Reverend."

Nothing more.

Forgiveness, she decided, didn't have to happen immediately just because somebody apologized.

When she returned to her table, Caleb was waiting.

"Congratulations."

"Thank you."

"Does winning change your answer?"

"I haven't given one."

"You haven't."

Mabel looked toward the little church.

"Can I ask you something?"

"Sure."

"Why me?"

Caleb glanced at the nearly empty pork platter.

"My ranch cook got drunk last night."

Mabel waited.

"Burned thirty pounds of beef. Nearly burned down the bunkhouse."

"That's terrible."

"It was expensive."

Mabel almost smiled.

"He also hasn't served a decent biscuit since March."

"Now that sounds serious."

Caleb smiled properly.

The transformation surprised her.

His severe face suddenly looked younger.

"Very."

Then his expression grew sober.

"Winter's coming hard. I've got thirty men, six of them barely twenty years old. A ranch can survive broken fences. It can survive bad weather. It can't survive hungry men."

Mabel understood.

Food wasn't luxury out there.

It was survival.

"And you think I can feed them."

"I know you can cook."

"That's not the same thing."

"No."

She appreciated that he didn't flatter her.

"I've never cooked for thirty men."

"How many?"

"Twelve miners once."

"Why?"

"Thomas brought his shift home during a storm."

"How'd that go?"

"They ate everything except the table."

Caleb chuckled.

"Good enough."

Mabel looked toward town.

"My cabin."

"What about it?"

"I won't lose it."

"Didn't say you should."

"You said I'd live at the ranch."

"Cook's cabin comes with the position. Doesn't mean you surrender your property."

"What if I fail?"

"Then we'll figure something out."

Her eyes narrowed.

"You're not hiring me out of pity?"

Caleb's expression changed instantly.

"No."

"Because everybody knows what happened to Thomas."

"I know."

"And everybody knows I'm losing the cabin."

"I know."

"If you pity me, say so."

Caleb stepped closer.

"I'm hiring you because that pork is better than anything I've eaten in five years."

Mabel stared at him.

"And because," he added, "you cooked all this after spending two days pulling together ingredients you probably couldn't afford."

Her throat tightened.

"How do you know that?"

"I know what food costs."

Caleb gestured toward the empty plates.

"People with money don't scrape bacon ends into beans. People with no money learn how to make scraps taste better than steak."

Mabel looked away.

He understood too much.

Caleb lowered his voice.

"I don't pity you, Mabel Higgins."

She looked at him again.

"I respect what you did."

Those words nearly broke her.

She had prepared herself for charity.

For condescension.

For suspicion.

Respect was harder to receive.

"All right," she said.

Caleb waited.

"I'll take the job."

His hand extended.

Mabel shook it.

His grip was warm and steady.

Behind them, somebody whispered.

Caleb ignored it.

"When can you start?"

"Tomorrow."

"Good."

He nodded toward the money in her hand.

"Keep that."

"I need forty."

"I remember."

"I've only got twenty-five."

"I know."

"You said we'd pay Jeb together."

"We will."

She frowned.

"You're giving me fifteen dollars?"

"No."

"Then how—"

"You'll see."

Mabel wasn't sure she liked that answer.

Monday morning arrived gray and freezing.

Jeb Miller came at eight.

He brought Sheriff Wallace.

Mabel had expected both.

She stood on her porch wearing her best brown dress with the twenty-five dollars hidden inside her apron pocket.

Jeb smiled.

"Morning, Widow Higgins."

"Jeb."

"You got my money?"

"Some."

"Some isn't forty."

"I won twenty-five dollars yesterday."

"I heard."

He glanced around.

"Still fifteen short."

"Yes."

Jeb opened his ledger.

"Then I'm sorry."

"No, you're not."

Sheriff Wallace coughed to disguise a laugh.

Jeb's face tightened.

"Regardless, the terms—"

Hoofbeats interrupted him.

Caleb Caldwell rode around the bend.

Behind him came another man wearing spectacles and carrying a leather case.

Jeb's expression changed.

Caleb dismounted.

"Morning."

Jeb forced a smile.

"Mr. Caldwell."

Caleb nodded toward the bespectacled man.

"You know Samuel Price?"

Jeb did.

Samuel Price worked for the territorial land office.

Mabel stepped off the porch.

"What is this?"

Caleb answered without looking at her.

"Something bothered me yesterday."

"What?"

"Forty dollars."

Jeb stiffened.

Caleb continued.

"Thomas Higgins borrowed for feed, correct?"

Jeb nodded.

"Yes."

"How much originally?"

"That's private business."

"Not anymore."

Samuel opened his leather case.

"We reviewed the county filing."

Jeb's face lost color.

Mabel looked from one man to another.

Samuel removed a document.

"Thomas Higgins borrowed eighteen dollars."

Mabel stared.

Jeb said quickly, "Interest."

Samuel adjusted his spectacles.

"The signed contract allows six percent annual interest."

Caleb's jaw hardened.

"Not one hundred and twenty percent."

Jeb stepped backward.

"I've carried the loan for months."

Samuel held up the document.

"According to the lawful calculation, Widow Higgins owes nineteen dollars and forty-eight cents."

Mabel felt the ground shift.

For over a year, she had believed Jeb's numbers.

She couldn't read complicated financial documents well.

Thomas had handled them.

Jeb knew that.

"You lied to me," she whispered.

Jeb looked toward Sheriff Wallace.

"This is absurd."

The sheriff took the document from Samuel.

His eyebrows rose.

"Looks clear to me."

Mabel reached into her apron.

She counted twenty dollars.

Her hands were trembling.

She handed the money to Jeb.

"I want my deed."

Jeb didn't move.

"Now."

Caleb's voice was quiet.

Jeb looked at him.

Then at the sheriff.

Finally he opened his ledger case and removed the folded deed.

Mabel took it.

Jeb handed back fifty-two cents.

Mabel stared at the coins.

All the humiliation.

All the fear.

All the nights she had skipped meals.

For a debt smaller than he claimed.

"You would have thrown me out."

Jeb said nothing.

"You would have taken Thomas's cabin."

Still nothing.

Mabel folded the deed carefully.

"Get off my property."

Jeb's face reddened.

"Mabel—"

"Get off."

He climbed into his wagon.

The sheriff followed him toward town.

Samuel tipped his hat.

"Mrs. Higgins."

"Thank you."

After Samuel left, Mabel turned toward Caleb.

"Did you know?"

"Not until last night."

"You went looking?"

"Yes."

"Why?"

Caleb shrugged.

"Forty sounded wrong."

"That's all?"

"That's enough."

Mabel pressed the deed against her chest.

"You saved my house."

"No."

He nodded toward the twenty dollars she'd paid.

"You did."

She looked down.

"I wouldn't have known."

"Now you do."

He walked toward his horse.

Mabel called after him.

"Caleb."

He turned.

She realized it was the first time she had used his given name.

"Thank you."

He tipped his hat.

"Pack warm."

She smiled.

The Iron Cross Ranch wagon arrived an hour later.

Mabel locked her cabin.

For the first time, she didn't know when she would return.

She stood on the porch and touched the doorframe.

"Thomas," she whispered, "I hope I'm doing the right thing."

The wind moved through the cottonwoods.

Mabel chose to imagine it sounded like laughter.

Then she climbed into the wagon.

Behind her sat two trunks.

Ahead waited thirty hungry cowboys.

And somewhere beyond the northern ridge stood the ranch that would change everything.

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