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Two Dollars for Tomorrow · Chapter 2 of 6

Chapter 2

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Silas did not ask Ruth to hide.

That mattered.

He could have told her to remain in the kitchen with Clara while he handled Harland Crewe.

Instead he opened the front door and stood slightly to one side.

Crewe entered carrying winter with him.

Snow clung to the shoulders of his expensive black coat. His boots were polished despite the muddy road, and the silver chain across his vest looked like something purchased specifically so poorer men would notice it.

Harland Crewe was perhaps fifty.

His face was round, carefully shaved, and perpetually pleased with itself.

His eyes moved past Silas.

They found Ruth immediately.

“Well,” Crewe said. “There you are.”

Ruth hated those four words.

They sounded as though she belonged to him.

Silas closed the door.

“You rode eight miles through snow looking for Mrs. Bellamy?”

Crewe removed his gloves.

“I went to her place first.”

Ruth’s stomach tightened.

“You had no right to enter my house.”

“I didn’t.”

Crewe smiled.

“Door was locked.”

“Then what did you do?”

“Looked through the window.”

Silas’s jaw tightened.

Crewe continued conversationally.

“Empty flour barrel visible from the kitchen. No smoke. No horse. I assumed our widow had finally accepted reality.”

Ruth stepped forward.

“My finances are none of your business.”

“They became my business when your husband borrowed money.”

Ruth’s face burned.

Thomas had borrowed seventy dollars during the illness.

Medicine, doctor visits, seed, and winter feed had consumed everything they possessed.

Thomas had signed a note with Crewe because the bank in town would not lend to a sick man.

According to the paper Ruth had been shown after the funeral, the debt had grown to one hundred fourteen dollars after interest and penalties.

An impossible sum.

Crewe had offered alternatives.

Sell him the property.

Move away.

Or, during one particularly ugly conversation, marry a widowed cousin of his who needed someone to raise four children.

Ruth had refused all three.

“What do you want?” she asked.

“Same thing I wanted last week.”

“I don’t have one hundred fourteen dollars.”

“One hundred nineteen now.”

Ruth stared.

“You added five dollars in seven days?”

“Collection expenses.”

“You rode here.”

“Precisely.”

Silas spoke.

“What was the principal?”

Crewe looked amused.

“This does not concern you, Kane.”

“It concerns me now.”

Ruth turned to Silas.

“I can handle this.”

His eyes remained on Crewe.

“I know.”

Then, quietly, he added, “Doesn’t mean you have to handle him alone.”

Crewe gave a soft chuckle.

“How touching.”

Ruth’s cheeks warmed.

“This isn’t what you think.”

“I don’t care what it is.”

Crewe pulled a folded paper from inside his coat.

“You have five days.”

“For what?”

“To satisfy the note.”

“You told me I had until March.”

“I told you I might wait until March.”

“That’s not what you said.”

“What I said and what you remember seem to be different things.”

Silas extended his hand.

“Let me see the note.”

Crewe put it away.

“No.”

“Why?”

“Because it is private financial business.”

Ruth stepped closer.

“I am the debtor. Show it to me.”

Crewe’s smile disappeared.

“You have seen it.”

“I want to see it again.”

“Come to my office.”

“Why not now?”

Silence.

It lasted only a second.

But Silas noticed.

So did Ruth.

Crewe pulled on one glove.

“Five days, Mrs. Bellamy.”

“To pay one hundred nineteen dollars?”

“Or sign the property over.”

“And if I don’t?”

His expression became almost sympathetic.

“The law will do it for you.”

Clara appeared in the kitchen doorway.

“Mama?”

Crewe’s attention moved to the child.

His gaze made Ruth instantly cross the room.

She put herself between them.

Crewe noticed that too.

“Poor little thing,” he said. “Children suffer terribly when adults refuse to be practical.”

Silas moved so quickly Ruth barely saw him.

He stopped directly in front of Crewe.

His voice remained quiet.

“Leave.”

Crewe blinked.

“Kane—”

“You came to discuss a debt. You discussed it. Now leave.”

Crewe smiled again, but there was strain in it.

“Careful, Silas. People might misunderstand your interest in another man’s widow.”

Silas opened the door.

“I’ve survived gossip before.”

Crewe stepped outside.

Then he looked past Silas at Ruth.

“Five days.”

Silas closed the door in his face.

No one spoke until hoofbeats faded.

Clara ran to Ruth.

“Who was that?”

“No one you need to worry about.”

“He was mean.”

Mrs. Walsh appeared with another biscuit.

“Most fools are, sweetheart. Eat this.”

Clara accepted it.

Ruth looked toward Silas.

“You shouldn’t have done that.”

“Closed my own door?”

“You know what I mean.”

“He insulted you.”

“I have survived insults.”

“I’m sure.”

“Then why interfere?”

Silas looked at her for a long moment.

“Because surviving something doesn’t make it acceptable.”

Ruth had no answer.

That annoyed her.

She turned toward the desk.

“Where are your account books?”

Silas frowned.

“What?”

“I agreed to work.”

“You arrived half frozen.”

“And your accounts are three months behind.”

“They’ll be behind tomorrow too.”

“My debt won’t.”

Silas studied her.

“You think working five days will produce one hundred nineteen dollars?”

“No.”

“Then what are you planning?”

“I don’t know yet.”

That was the truth.

She had spent more than a year finding ways to survive one day at a time.

Five days almost felt generous.

Silas eventually led her to a small office near the back of the house.

The desk was covered in ledgers.

Ruth stopped in the doorway.

“You weren’t exaggerating.”

“No.”

“This is terrible.”

“I warned you.”

“You have receipts from September mixed with December invoices.”

“I know.”

“No, I don’t think you do.”

A faint smile appeared on his mouth.

Ruth noticed.

She immediately looked away.

“Where can Clara sleep?”

“There are two empty bedrooms upstairs.”

“I need one.”

“There are two.”

“One.”

“Fine.”

“And I’ll pay for it.”

“Room is included in wages.”

“Then write that down.”

Silas’s smile grew slightly.

“You planning to audit me?”

“Yes.”

That afternoon Ruth worked for four hours.

She sorted receipts.

Added feed purchases.

Matched cattle-sale records.

Corrected three mathematical errors that favored ranch suppliers.

By sunset, she had saved Silas seven dollars and sixteen cents.

He discovered this when she placed the revised total in front of him.

“You’re sure?”

“Yes.”

“Dawson charged me twice?”

“For the same wagon axle.”

Silas looked impressed.

Ruth disliked how pleased that made her feel.

“You’ve done this before.”

“My father ran a general store.”

“I didn’t know.”

“You didn’t know me.”

Silas’s expression shifted.

“No.”

Something about the answer made Ruth pause.

Before she could ask what it meant, Clara raced into the room.

“Mama! There’s a bathtub!”

Ruth stared.

Mrs. Walsh called from upstairs.

“And there’s hot water if your mother ever stops counting somebody else’s cattle!”

Clara pulled Ruth by the hand.

“Come see!”

That evening, Clara bathed until her fingers wrinkled.

Ruth washed her hair twice.

Mrs. Walsh found an old nightgown that had belonged to a niece and shortened the sleeves.

When Clara climbed beneath clean blankets, she sighed.

“Mama?”

“Yes?”

“Are we rich now?”

Ruth almost smiled.

“No.”

“Mr. Kane is.”

“That doesn’t make us rich.”

“But we have soup.”

“We’re guests who are working for our keep.”

Clara thought about this.

“Can we stay until tomorrow?”

“Yes.”

“And the day after?”

“Yes.”

“Five days?”

Ruth’s smile faded.

“We’ll see.”

Clara closed her eyes.

“Mercy likes it here.”

“How do you know?”

“I asked Ben.”

Apparently the ranch hand had already become Ben.

“He said she got oats.”

Ruth laughed softly.

“Mercy probably thinks she’s rich too.”

Within minutes Clara was asleep.

Ruth remained beside the bed.

She touched her daughter’s hair.

Clean.

Warm.

Fed.

The simplicity of those things nearly undid her.

Thomas should have been there.

That thought still came every night.

Not dramatically.

Not with the sharp agony of the first months.

Now grief often arrived quietly.

An empty chair.

A joke she could not tell him.

Clara using one of his expressions.

A second pillow untouched.

Ruth took Thomas’s letter from her pocket.

She read it again.

Then again.

When she reached the line about Silas, she stared at it.

Helping someone stand is not the same as deciding where they should walk.

Why had Thomas chosen Silas?

Their friendship explained part of it.

But Thomas had known many men.

Why this one?

A knock sounded.

Ruth folded the letter quickly.

Silas stood outside the open bedroom door.

“I thought you might want this.”

He held a small wooden box.

Ruth recognized it.

Thomas’s.

She stood so quickly the chair scraped the floor.

“Where did you get that?”

“He left it here.”

Her hands began shaking.

“When?”

“The same day he wrote the letter.”

Ruth took the box.

The latch was scratched near one corner.

Thomas had made it before Clara was born.

“What’s inside?”

“I don’t know.”

“You never opened it?”

“It wasn’t mine.”

Ruth looked at Silas.

For the first time, she truly believed that.

She opened the lid.

Inside were several folded documents, a leather notebook, and a small cloth pouch.

Ruth opened the pouch first.

Coins spilled into her palm.

Three dollars and forty cents.

Thomas had hidden money from her?

No.

That didn’t make sense.

He had watched her count pennies for medicine.

Silas seemed equally surprised.

Ruth lifted the notebook.

Thomas’s handwriting filled the pages.

Work records.

Cattle purchases.

Seed costs.

Notes about the Bellamy property.

Then she found Crewe’s name.

Ruth sat down.

“What is it?” Silas asked.

She read aloud.

“October fourteenth. Borrowed seventy dollars from Harland Crewe. Terms agreed: eight percent yearly interest, payment due March first.”

Silas frowned.

“That doesn’t become one hundred nineteen dollars in thirteen months.”

“No.”

She turned the page.

There was more.

“October sixteenth. Crewe returned asking me to sign revised papers. Refused. He claimed first copy had incorrect legal description.”

Ruth’s heartbeat increased.

Silas came closer.

“Keep reading.”

“October eighteenth. Went to county clerk. Confirmed property description. Crewe lied.”

Silas swore under his breath.

Ruth turned another page.

The last relevant entry was dated less than two weeks before Thomas became bedridden.

“If Crewe tries to take the south meadow, show Silas the original receipt.”

Ruth stopped.

“What original receipt?”

Silas crouched beside the box.

They searched.

No receipt.

Ruth’s hope collapsed almost immediately.

“Maybe Thomas lost it.”

“Maybe.”

“Crewe could have taken it.”

“Possibly.”

She stared at the notebook.

“Without it, this proves nothing.”

“It proves enough to ask questions.”

“Five days isn’t enough time.”

Silas leaned back.

“Then we don’t waste them.”

Ruth looked at him.

“We?”

He seemed to realize what he had said.

“You’re right. Your debt.”

Ruth waited.

Silas added, “But I knew Thomas. If Crewe altered that note after his death, I want to know.”

“So do I.”

The following morning they rode to the Bellamy property.

Ruth insisted on going.

Silas insisted Clara stay with Mrs. Walsh.

The ride south took nearly two hours through snow.

When Ruth’s cabin came into view, she felt embarrassment first.

One shutter hung crooked.

The barn roof sagged at one end.

The fence needed repair.

Silas said nothing.

That made it easier.

Ruth unlocked the door.

Cold darkness greeted them.

Silas built a fire while Ruth searched.

Thomas kept papers in an old trunk.

Nothing.

She checked beneath drawers.

Inside books.

Behind the clock.

No receipt.

After almost an hour, Silas went to the barn.

Ruth remained in the cabin.

She stood at the kitchen table where Thomas had once sat drinking coffee every morning.

“If you left me something,” she whispered, “you could have made it easier to find.”

Her eyes moved toward the shelf where Thomas’s Bible still stood.

She had searched it months earlier.

Still, something made her take it down.

Nothing inside.

Ruth almost put it back.

Then she noticed the back cover was thicker than the front.

She ran her finger along the leather.

A narrow slit opened.

Inside was folded paper.

Ruth stopped breathing.

“Silas!”

He came through the door.

She held the paper.

Thomas’s original loan receipt.

Seventy dollars.

Eight percent annual interest.

Due March first.

No clause transferring property.

No collection penalties.

No accelerated foreclosure.

Silas read it twice.

“He forged the note you were shown.”

Ruth felt suddenly sick.

“Can we prove it?”

“Maybe.”

“There must be a copy.”

“At the clerk’s office if Thomas recorded anything.”

“He didn’t.”

“Then Crewe has his copy.”

“Which he changed.”

Silas stared at the document.

“We take this to Judge Mercer.”

A floorboard creaked outside.

Both of them froze.

Silas moved toward the window.

A shadow passed the glass.

He opened the door.

No one stood there.

But fresh hoofprints marked the snow behind the cabin.

Someone had been watching them.

Silas followed the tracks to the road.

They disappeared toward town.

When he returned, his expression was grim.

“Crewe?”

“I don’t know.”

Ruth folded the receipt and put it inside her dress.

Silas looked at her.

“Not there.”

“What?”

“If someone knows we found something, don’t carry it.”

He lifted Thomas’s Bible.

“Put the receipt back inside. We’ll take the entire book.”

Ruth did.

They were halfway to Kane Ranch when they smelled smoke.

Silas saw it first.

He stood in the stirrups.

Dark smoke rose behind them.

From the Bellamy place.

Ruth turned Mercy so sharply the mare nearly slipped.

“My house!”

Silas grabbed Mercy’s bridle.

“No.”

“Let go!”

“The wind is driving the fire toward the roof.”

“Everything I own is in there!”

“Ruth!”

She looked at him.

“Thomas’s things are in there.”

Her voice broke.

Silas loosened his hold.

Then his expression changed.

“The Bible.”

Ruth looked at his empty hand.

Neither of them had it.

They had left it on the Bellamy kitchen table.

Inside the burning house.

Along with the only paper that could save Ruth’s land.

Ruth kicked Mercy forward.

Silas cursed and raced after her.

And behind them, black smoke swallowed the winter sky.

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