Healing and New Beginnings

The Mark on the Saddle · Chapter 2 of 6

Chapter 2

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Opel did not move.

Around them, ranch life cautiously resumed.

A hammer struck iron in the blacksmith shed.

A horse called from the north pasture.

Someone rolled a barrel across the yard.

But inside Opel, every sound seemed to disappear beneath Callaway’s words.

I knew the man who carved it.

“My father died fourteen years ago.”

Callaway’s expression barely changed.

“I know.”

Her grip tightened on the saddle.

“What was his name?”

“You said you knew him.”

“I want to hear you say it.”

Opel felt a pulse of irritation rise beneath her exhaustion.

“Captain Silas Wren.”

Callaway closed his eyes.

Just for a moment.

But Opel saw it.

Jed saw it too.

“Callaway?” the foreman asked.

Callaway opened his eyes again.

“You should get settled.”

“That’s all?”

“For now.”

“You just told me you knew my father.”

“I did.”

“How?”

Callaway glanced toward the ranch hands gathering within hearing distance.

“Not here.”

Opel followed his look.

Men abruptly found reasons to become busy.

She turned back.

“When?”

“Tonight.”

“Why tonight?”

“Because you’ve been walking for miles and look ready to collapse.”

“I’m fine.”

“You’re not.”

“I’ve heard that from men who knew less about me.”

A faint expression crossed Callaway’s face.

Almost amusement.

Almost regret.

“Sunset,” he said. “Main house.”

Then he walked away.

Jed stared after him.

Opel looked at the foreman.

“Well?”

“Well what?”

“The cabin?”

Jed muttered something about stubborn women and led her toward the far edge of the ranch.

The tack cabin had once stored harness and winter equipment. It was small but dry, with a narrow bed, washstand, iron stove, one chair, and a window facing the south pasture.

To Opel it looked luxurious.

There was no landlord waiting outside.

No doctor’s bill on the table.

No room filled with Thomas’s coughing.

She placed the saddle beside the bed.

Then she sat.

For the first time in days, there was nowhere she had to walk.

Her body seemed to understand before her mind did.

Every muscle began aching at once.

She leaned back against the wall.

Thomas.

She had trained herself not to think his name when strangers were nearby.

Grief invited questions.

Questions required answers.

Answers required reopening things Opel preferred to keep closed.

She removed the cloth pouch from beneath her dress.

Inside lay Thomas’s simple gold ring.

She pressed it against her palm.

“I found work,” she whispered.

Silence answered.

Her throat tightened.

“You would’ve hated the foreman.”

A laugh escaped her.

Then became something else.

Opel bent forward, covering her face.

She cried without sound.

Not for long.

Long enough.

When she finally washed at the basin, the water became brown with dust.

She changed into the only other dress she owned, a faded blue one patched near the elbow, and carefully brushed her hair.

Before sunset she walked to the stable to check Daisy.

The old mare had been given water, hay, and a clean stall.

Opel stroked her nose.

“At least we landed somewhere decent.”

“You always talk to horses?”

She turned.

A young ranch hand stood outside the stall.

The same one who had held Daisy earlier.

He was perhaps nineteen, thin, freckled, with straw-colored hair.

“Only when people disappoint me.”

He smiled.

“I’m Eli.”

“Opel.”

“Everybody knows.”

“That sounds dangerous.”

“You’re already famous.”

“For touching a horse?”

“For making Jed look stupid.”

“That doesn’t seem difficult.”

Eli laughed, then glanced nervously toward the door.

“You didn’t hear that from me.”

“What can you tell me about Callaway?”

Eli stopped smiling.

“Boss?”

“Yes.”

“He’s fair.”

“That’s not what I asked.”

“It sort of is.”

“How long has he owned this place?”

“Ten years, maybe.”

“And before that?”

Eli shrugged.

“Don’t know.”

“Where’s he from?”

“Don’t know.”

“Family?”

The boy looked genuinely uncomfortable now.

“Miss Hartley, around here, folks don’t ask Callaway about before the ranch.”

“Why?”

“Because he doesn’t answer.”

That was not enough.

It was more than Opel had possessed five minutes earlier.

At sunset she crossed the yard to the main house.

Callaway opened the door before she knocked.

“Come in.”

The interior surprised her.

She had expected wealth.

There was some.

Heavy oak furniture.

A stone fireplace.

Bookshelves filled with expensive volumes.

But there were no unnecessary decorations.

No portraits.

No family photographs.

No evidence that anyone else lived there.

Callaway led her into his study.

On the desk sat a whiskey bottle and two glasses.

He poured one.

“Do you drink?”

“Sometimes.”

He offered it.

Opel accepted.

“You said you knew my father.”

Callaway poured his own.

“Yes.”

“How?”

He stood near the window rather than sitting.

“Fort Lincoln.”

Opel’s breathing changed.

Her father had been stationed there.

“What year?”

“1874.”

“That would’ve been two years before—”

“I know.”

Before Little Bighorn.

Before the newspapers.

Before lists of dead soldiers arrived by telegraph.

Before Opel’s mother had stopped opening curtains.

Her father had survived the battle because he was recovering from a broken leg far from the field.

He died two years later from pneumonia.

“What were you doing at Fort Lincoln?”

Callaway stared into his whiskey.

“I was sixteen.”

Opel frowned.

“You were a soldier?”

“No.”

“Then what?”

He looked at her.

“My name wasn’t Callaway then.”

Something cold moved along her spine.

“What was it?”

“James Mercer.”

Opel nearly dropped the glass.

Her father had known a James.

Not a soldier.

A boy.

The son of a civilian scout.

She had forgotten until now.

“My father wrote about you.”

Callaway’s expression tightened.

“In letters.”

“What did he say?”

“That your father was killed.”

“He was.”

“And Captain Wren took responsibility for you.”

“He did.”

Pieces shifted.

Opel slowly sat.

Callaway continued.

“My father scouted for the cavalry. He died north of the fort during winter patrol. Your father found me three days later.”

“You were sixteen.”

“Old enough to pretend I didn’t need anybody. Young enough to be wrong.”

Opel could hear her father’s voice in fragments from childhood stories.

Boy had more pride than sense.

Wouldn’t sleep inside for two nights.

Opel looked toward him.

“Why did you change your name?”

“That story takes longer.”

“I’m not going anywhere.”

“You’re tired.”

“You keep deciding that for me.”

Callaway’s eyes met hers.

Then he sat opposite.

“After your father left the army, I went west. Worked cattle. Freight. Mining camps. Anything that paid. Mercer stopped being useful.”

“What does that mean?”

“It means a man named Mercer had debts attached to him.”

“Your debts?”

“My father’s.”

Opel waited.

Callaway was choosing each word carefully.

“When he died, certain men claimed he owed them money. Whether he did or not didn’t matter. They wanted a boy who couldn’t fight back.”

“So you ran.”

“I survived.”

There was no shame in the answer.

Opel respected that.

“And Callaway?”

“My mother’s family name.”

She took a sip of whiskey.

“What does any of that have to do with the saddle?”

Callaway stared at the floor.

“Your father gave it to me.”

Opel went still.

“No.”

“He did.”

“No. That saddle was in our barn when I was a child.”

“Yes.”

“You’re mistaken.”

“I’m not.”

“Then explain.”

Callaway set down his glass.

“Your father’s original saddle was stolen.”

Opel frowned.

“He replaced it?”

“No.”

“He got it back.”

“How?”

Callaway looked toward her.

“I found the man who took it.”

Opel felt the story widening beneath her feet.

“When?”

“1875.”

She calculated.

“You were seventeen.”

“Yes.”

“And you recovered it?”

“With help.”

“From whom?”

Callaway hesitated.

“Men I shouldn’t have trusted.”

Opel waited.

“They belonged to a rustling outfit operating between Dakota and Wyoming. I’d fallen in with them because I needed money. Your father’s saddle appeared in one of their camps. I recognized the mark.”

“So you stole it back?”

“I took it.”

“And returned it?”

“Yes.”

“Why didn’t my father ever tell me?”

“Maybe he didn’t want you knowing how close I came to getting killed.”

Opel stared at him.

“Did you?”

“Yes.”

“How?”

“One of the men followed me.”

Callaway lifted his left sleeve.

A long pale scar crossed his forearm.

“Knife.”

Opel swallowed.

“My father saved your life?”

“More than once.”

The words were quiet.

That was what made them land.

Callaway stood and walked toward a locked cabinet behind the desk.

From it he removed a narrow wooden box.

He set it before Opel.

“I kept this because I always thought someday I might find someone who deserved it.”

He opened the lid.

Inside lay a brass cavalry button.

A small silver compass.

And a folded letter yellowed with age.

Opel stopped breathing.

She recognized the handwriting immediately.

Silas Wren.

Her father.

She touched the paper with two fingers but did not unfold it.

“Why do you have this?”

“He sent it to me months before he died.”

“What does it say?”

“It’s addressed to me.”

“I can see that.”

Callaway almost smiled.

“Then perhaps I’m allowed some privacy.”

Opel looked at him sharply.

“Fair.”

“But part of it concerns you.”

Her pulse quickened.

“Me?”

Callaway picked up the letter.

He unfolded it carefully.

“I hadn’t heard from him in almost a year. He wrote that he was ill. He asked where I was. Asked if I’d finally stopped running from trouble.”

“That sounds like him.”

“It does.”

Callaway’s eyes moved across the page.

“Then he wrote about his daughter.”

Opel looked away.

“What did he say?”

“He said you were twelve.”

“I was.”

“He said you could sit a horse better than most cavalrymen he’d served with.”

Despite herself, Opel smiled.

“He exaggerated.”

“No. I saw the gelding today.”

She looked back.

Callaway’s voice became quieter.

“He said if something happened to him, he wanted to know there was at least one man in the West who remembered the Wren name kindly.”

Opel’s eyes burned.

“Why?”

“I asked myself that for fourteen years.”

He folded the letter.

“Now you walked into my ranch carrying his saddle.”

Neither spoke.

Outside, dusk settled over the fields.

Opel finally said, “Did my father ask you to look after me?”

“No.”

The immediate answer surprised her.

“He wouldn’t have.”

“No.”

“He hated owing favors.”

“He did.”

“What else?”

Callaway’s jaw tightened.

“He said if I ever met you, I was not to tell you what he had done for me.”

Opel stared.

“Well, you failed.”

“He’s dead. I decided the rule expired.”

That earned a small laugh.

It faded quickly.

“What did he do for you besides take you in?”

Callaway looked toward the fire.

“He gave me something nobody else had.”

“What?”

“A chance to become someone I didn’t hate.”

Opel felt a strange ache in her chest.

Not romantic.

Not yet.

Something older.

The feeling of finding a surviving piece of someone you had believed gone forever.

She reached toward the wooden box.

“May I?”

Callaway handed her the compass.

On the back were scratched the initials S.W.

Opel pressed it against her palm.

“I remember this.”

Callaway looked surprised.

“He used to let me hold it when I was little.”

“I didn’t know.”

“I thought it was lost.”

“He gave it to me.”

Opel swallowed.

“Keep it.”

Callaway studied her.

“It belongs to you.”

“He wanted you to have it.”

“How do you know?”

“Because my father didn’t give away things by accident.”

Callaway looked down at the compass.

Something softened in his face.

Opel stood.

“I should go.”

“You haven’t eaten.”

“I’m not hungry.”

“That wasn’t an invitation.”

She almost argued.

Then her stomach betrayed her with a loud growl.

Callaway raised one eyebrow.

Opel sighed.

“Fine.”

Dinner was simple.

Beef stew.

Bread.

Coffee.

They ate mostly in silence.

But it was not uncomfortable.

For the first time since Thomas died, Opel sat across from someone who knew a piece of her life from before Thomas.

It felt disloyal to enjoy that.

Then she reminded herself that grief was not a vow to remain miserable.

As she left the house, Callaway followed her onto the porch.

“Opel.”

She turned.

“Your father once told me something.”

“What?”

“He said a good horse never forgets the hand that treated it fairly.”

She smiled faintly.

“That sounds like him.”

“He was talking about people.”

Opel looked toward him.

Callaway’s gray eyes held hers in the fading light.

“For what it’s worth, you don’t owe me anything because of him.”

“I know.”

“You earned your job today.”

“I know that too.”

His mouth curved.

“Good night, Mrs. Hartley.”

“Good night, Mr. Callaway.”

She crossed the yard.

Halfway to the cabin, she heard voices behind the barn.

Jed.

Another man.

Opel would have kept walking.

Then she heard her own name.

“The woman’s trouble,” Jed said.

A second voice answered, “Callaway don’t seem to think so.”

“Callaway ain’t thinking.”

Opel stopped in the darkness.

“What about that saddle?”

A pause.

Then Jed’s voice came lower.

“That’s what worries me.”

“Why?”

“Because if she really is Silas Wren’s daughter, somebody besides Callaway is going to recognize that mark.”

Opel’s blood chilled.

The other man laughed nervously.

“And then?”

Jed answered.

“Then this ranch is going to have a problem a lot bigger than one widow.”

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