Family Secrets

The Letter Addressed to Emily · Chapter 4 of 6

Chapter 4

By My Life Story Editorial · Published · Updated

The Coleman estate went into lockdown.

Nobody entered.

Nobody left.

Phones belonging to security staff were collected.

Access logs were reviewed.

Nathan trusted almost nobody.

That included me.

I discovered that around midnight when I tried opening the door to my room and found Daniel Mercer waiting outside.

“Mr. Coleman wants to see you.”

“Why?”

“He’ll explain.”

Nathan was in his office.

On the desk lay my personnel file.

My stomach dropped.

“You investigated me.”

“Yes.”

“You could have asked.”

“I did both.”

He pushed a document toward me.

My previous employers.

My sister.

My nursing-assistant certification from years earlier.

My financial records.

Everything.

“You have a lot of nerve.”

“I have two poisoned sons.”

“And that gives you permission to dig through my life?”

“It gives me a reason.”

I wanted to walk out.

Then I saw something on the desk.

A photograph of me entering the estate.

“You had me watched before I even arrived?”

“Everyone who enters this house is screened.”

“You didn’t trust me.”

“No.”

“At least you’re consistent.”

Nathan stood.

“I trust you now.”

I laughed.

“You have a funny way of showing it.”

“You challenged Reeves before you knew who he was. You found the ventilation problem. You protected Pike from me when I was angry enough to make a mistake. My sons trust you.”

“That doesn’t explain why I’m here.”

He slid another page toward me.

“Your agency placement wasn’t random.”

I read it.

Someone had specifically requested a caregiver with experience observing medically complex children.

The request had been made from an account associated with Coleman Family Holdings.

But Nathan hadn’t submitted it.

“Who did?”

“We’re trying to determine that.”

“So somebody wanted me here.”

“Yes.”

“Why me?”

“That’s what concerns me.”

A thought chilled me.

“Maybe whoever requested me wanted the problem discovered.”

“Or wanted someone convenient to blame.”

That was worse.

The next morning, Mercer found the leak.

One of Nathan’s junior security employees had been sending messages to a prepaid number.

The messages were brief.

DOCTOR REMOVED.

LAB CONFIRMED EXPOSURE.

BOYS AT HOSPITAL.

NANNY STILL HERE.

Nathan read the last line twice.

“Who owns the phone?”

“Unregistered.”

“And our employee?”

“Gone.”

He had escaped before lockdown.

His room contained cash.

A fake passport.

And photographs.

Most were of Nathan.

Several showed the twins.

Three showed me.

One had been taken years earlier.

I stared at it.

“That’s impossible.”

It showed me outside a children’s hospital in Hartford.

I was twenty-eight.

My sister stood beside me holding her newborn daughter.

Nathan looked at me.

“You recognize it?”

“Yes.”

“Why would Richard Coleman have a five-year-old photograph of you?”

“I don’t know.”

Mercer examined the back.

There was handwriting.

DAWSON—CHECK CONNECTION TO V.C.

V.C.

Victoria Coleman.

“I never knew your wife,” I said immediately.

Nathan didn’t accuse me.

But I saw uncertainty.

“Did your sister?”

“No.”

“Parents?”

“My mother died when I was twenty-four. My father lives in Vermont. There’s no connection.”

Mercer looked thoughtful.

“What hospital?”

“St. Matthew’s.”

Nathan went still.

“Victoria was treated there.”

My skin prickled.

“When?”

“Five years ago.”

Before her serious illness.

Mercer began digging.

The answer came hours later.

Emily Dawson and Victoria Coleman had never met.

But someone close to me had.

My mother.

Before she died, Linda Dawson had worked as a respiratory therapist at St. Matthew’s.

Victoria had been admitted briefly after experiencing unexplained breathing problems.

My mother had treated her.

I remembered none of it.

Why would I?

My mother had treated thousands of patients.

Then Mercer found a complaint filed by Linda Dawson.

It involved Malcolm Reeves.

According to the complaint, my mother had observed unusual respiratory symptoms in one of Reeves’s private patients and questioned an experimental aerosol treatment he had ordered.

The complaint disappeared.

Three months later, my mother left the hospital.

A year afterward, she died from an unrelated stroke.

I stared at the report.

“My mother knew.”

Nathan sat opposite me.

“She suspected.”

“And someone remembered her name.”

“Apparently.”

“Then why bring me here?”

Mercer answered.

“Maybe Victoria did.”

We looked at him.

He held up another document.

The nanny request had originated from an old family trust account established by Victoria.

The account remained active after her death.

A scheduled instruction had been created years earlier.

It directed the household agency to seek a Dawson family caregiver if Jacob and Jonah developed persistent unexplained symptoms.

I couldn’t process it.

Nathan couldn’t either.

“My wife arranged this?”

“Looks like it,” Mercer said.

“She knew?”

“Maybe not everything. But enough to create a contingency.”

The request had failed to trigger immediately because the original agency had closed.

After its database was acquired by another childcare company, the automated instruction had finally resurfaced.

That was how my application had been matched.

Five years earlier, my mother had questioned Reeves.

Victoria remembered.

Before dying, she had quietly created one last safeguard.

Me.

Not because I was special.

Because she hoped Linda Dawson’s daughter might ask the same kind of questions Linda had.

I cried.

I didn’t expect to.

Nathan sat beside me.

“My mother never told me.”

“Maybe she was protecting you.”

“From what?”

“People like Malcolm.”

I looked at him.

“Your wife trusted a stranger she might never meet.”

“She trusted your mother.”

The room became quiet.

Then Nathan said, “And she was right.”

That was the first moment something shifted between us.

Not romance.

Not yet.

Trust.

Real trust.

That evening, Jacob and Jonah returned from the hospital.

They weren’t cured.

But they were improving.

They moved into rooms in the west wing.

I removed every medical-looking object that wasn’t necessary.

We opened curtains.

We played music.

We built forts.

Nathan joined us badly.

He could negotiate million-dollar deals and apparently command terrifying men, but he couldn’t build a blanket fort.

“That side is collapsing,” Jacob told him.

“It’s structurally sound.”

The blanket fell onto Nathan’s head.

Jonah laughed so hard he started coughing.

I pulled the blanket away.

Nathan stared at me from beneath it.

“Don’t.”

“Don’t what?”

“Laugh.”

I laughed.

The boys joined me.

Nathan tried maintaining dignity for about three seconds.

Then he laughed too.

For one evening, the mansion sounded alive.

Later, after the twins slept, Nathan found me in the kitchen.

“Thank you.”

“For humiliating you with a blanket?”

“For giving them today.”

“They gave it to themselves.”

“You always do that.”

“Do what?”

“Refuse credit.”

I poured tea.

“You’re one to talk.”

He leaned against the counter.

“What does that mean?”

“You think everything bad that happens here is your fault.”

“My family is my responsibility.”

“Responsibility isn’t the same as blame.”

He looked away.

“Victoria asked me to leave this life.”

I waited.

“I told her I couldn’t.”

“Why?”

“Because leaving isn’t as simple as people imagine.”

“I didn’t say it was.”

“She said one day the world I built to protect our family would become the thing that threatened it.”

His eyes moved toward the ceiling, toward his sons.

“She was right.”

“What are you going to do?”

“I don’t know.”

It was probably the most vulnerable thing Nathan Coleman had said.

Before I could answer, Mercer entered.

“We found Richard.”

Nathan straightened.

“Where?”

“A private airfield outside White Plains.”

“Get the car.”

“He’s not there anymore.”

Nathan’s expression hardened.

“Where did he go?”

Mercer looked at me.

Then back at Nathan.

“We intercepted a message.”

He handed Nathan his phone.

The message contained a photograph.

Jacob and Jonah sleeping in their new room.

Taken less than one hour earlier.

My blood went cold.

Someone had been inside.

Underneath the photograph were six words.

THE HOUSE STILL BELONGS TO US.

Nathan looked toward the ceiling.

Then ran.

We all did.

The twins were still asleep.

The windows were locked.

The door had been guarded.

But beside Jacob’s pillow lay a small glass vial.

Sweet-smelling liquid shimmered inside.

Whoever was poisoning Nathan Coleman’s children had gotten past every guard in the house.

And this time, they wanted Nathan to know it.

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