Healing and New Beginnings

The Door Rowan Opened · Chapter 5 of 6

Chapter 5

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Mara later remembered the night in fragments.

Rowan’s hands.

The wind.

Steam rising from a pot.

His voice telling her to breathe.

Her own voice saying she could not.

Then doing it anyway.

The baby came shortly after four in the morning.

Tiny.

Too tiny.

For one terrible second, completely silent.

Mara saw Rowan’s face and knew something was wrong.

“Why isn’t she crying?”

Rowan did not answer.

“Rowan.”

He lifted the infant carefully.

“Mara, breathe.”

“Why isn’t she crying?”

Rowan rubbed the baby’s back.

Nothing.

Mara began sobbing.

“No. No, please.”

Rowan’s hands shook.

He cleared the infant’s mouth as carefully as he knew how.

He rubbed again.

“Come on.”

Mara watched helplessly.

“Please.”

Rowan’s voice broke.

“Come on, little one.”

Then the smallest sound filled the cabin.

A weak cry.

Mara stopped breathing.

Another cry came.

Thin.

Angry.

Alive.

Rowan closed his eyes.

Relief nearly dropped him to his knees.

“She’s crying.”

Mara laughed and sobbed simultaneously.

“She?”

Rowan looked at her.

“A girl.”

“My baby.”

He wrapped the infant in warmed cloth and brought her to Mara.

She was impossibly small.

Her skin was pink.

Her fists clenched weakly.

Mara pressed her lips against the baby’s forehead.

“Hello.”

Tears slipped into her hair.

“You scared me.”

Rowan turned away.

Mara noticed.

“Rowan.”

“I’m getting water.”

“Look at me.”

He stopped.

Slowly, he turned.

His eyes were wet.

Mara had never seen Rowan Hale cry.

He did not seem aware that he was.

“Come here.”

He hesitated.

“Rowan.”

He approached.

Mara shifted the blanket.

“Meet her.”

He looked down at the child.

Something happened to him.

The hardened mountain man vanished.

His expression softened completely.

“She’s small.”

“So was I.”

“I doubt that.”

Mara stared at him.

His mouth twitched.

“You’re making jokes now?”

“Apparently.”

The baby made another weak sound.

Rowan touched one tiny fist with the tip of his finger.

Her hand closed around it.

He froze.

Mara watched.

“She likes you.”

“She doesn’t know better.”

“She knows you kept her alive.”

Rowan looked at Mara.

“You did that.”

“We did.”

He said nothing.

Mara saw him struggle with the words.

Finally he whispered, “We.”

The baby needed warmth.

That became the immediate problem.

The temperature remained dangerously low.

Rowan moved the bed closer to the stove.

They wrapped the child carefully.

Mara held her against her chest.

Rowan kept the fire alive.

For the next twelve hours, neither slept more than minutes at a time.

The baby seemed fragile.

Too quiet.

Mara constantly checked her breathing.

Each pause became terror.

Rowan understood without being told.

Whenever Mara started to panic, he placed two fingers gently near the child’s chest.

“She’s breathing.”

“You’re sure?”

“Yes.”

An hour later Mara would ask again.

Rowan never complained.

By afternoon the storm finally weakened.

Not enough to travel safely.

But enough that hope returned.

“We need a doctor,” Mara said.

“I know.”

“When can we leave?”

“Morning, if the wind stops.”

“If she gets worse before then?”

Rowan did not lie.

“Then we do what we can.”

Mara looked at the baby.

“What should we name her?”

“I thought you had one.”

“Daniel and I discussed names.”

Rowan’s expression changed.

“What did he want?”

“Sarah if it was a girl.”

“You?”

“Eleanor.”

Rowan considered.

“Which one wins?”

Mara smiled sadly.

“We never decided.”

The baby shifted.

Mara looked toward the small carved horse sitting on the table.

“Maybe neither.”

Rowan waited.

“Grace.”

“Grace?”

Mara nodded.

“Because we needed some.”

Rowan looked at the baby.

“Grace Dalton.”

“Yes.”

He repeated it quietly.

“Grace.”

Morning arrived pale and bitterly cold.

The wind had stopped.

Rowan prepared the wagon.

He layered hay, blankets and furs.

Mara held Grace against her body beneath her coat.

“You sure?”

“We’re going.”

“The road will be difficult.”

“She needs a doctor.”

Rowan nodded.

He would have carried them both to Iron Hollow if necessary.

The journey took nearly five hours.

Twice Rowan had to dig the wagon free.

Mara kept Grace warm.

When Iron Hollow finally appeared below them, Mara almost cried.

People stared when Rowan drove directly to Dr. Whitaker’s home.

The doctor came running.

“Inside.”

He examined Grace immediately.

Mara sat nearby, pale with exhaustion.

Rowan stood against the wall.

Dr. Whitaker listened carefully to the baby’s breathing.

“How early?”

“About eight weeks,” Mara said.

The doctor frowned.

Rowan’s jaw tightened.

After a long examination, Whitaker wrapped Grace again.

“She’s small. Very small.”

Mara’s stomach twisted.

“But?”

“But her lungs sound better than I expected.”

Mara began crying.

The doctor lifted a hand.

“She isn’t out of danger. Premature babies can weaken quickly. Keep her warm. Feed her frequently. Watch her breathing.”

“We will.”

Whitaker looked toward Rowan.

“You delivered her?”

Rowan shifted uncomfortably.

“Yes.”

The doctor raised his eyebrows.

“Hale, I might hire you.”

“No.”

Mara laughed weakly.

News spread before they left.

By the time Rowan helped Mara into the wagon, several townspeople had gathered.

One woman approached.

“Is it true?”

Mara knew what she meant.

“Yes.”

“Hale delivered her?”

“Yes.”

The woman stared at Rowan.

He looked as though he wished the earth would open.

Mara almost smiled.

Then Gerald appeared.

Her body tensed.

He walked directly toward the wagon.

“Mara.”

“Not today.”

“You had the child?”

“Yes.”

He looked toward the bundle.

“Daniel’s?”

The question was so ugly that even the people nearby reacted.

Rowan stepped forward.

Mara caught his sleeve.

“No.”

Gerald smirked.

“What? People will ask.”

Mara climbed carefully from the wagon.

She stood directly in front of him.

“My daughter was conceived months before Daniel died.”

“I didn’t mean—”

“You did.”

Gerald’s face hardened.

“We still have business.”

“My attorney will contact you.”

His expression changed.

“You found one?”

“Yes.”

Gerald looked toward Rowan.

“I suppose he’s paying.”

“That is none of your concern.”

“It concerns the estate.”

“No. It concerns you because you hoped I couldn’t afford to challenge you.”

Gerald’s eyes narrowed.

The crowd was listening.

Mara continued.

“You forced a pregnant widow from her home during winter. You sent me to a cabin that collapsed days later. You then tried to make me sign papers I did not understand.”

Gerald stepped closer.

“Careful.”

Rowan moved.

Mara did not.

“No,” she said. “You be careful.”

For once Gerald had nothing to say.

Mara climbed back into the wagon.

Rowan joined her.

As they left Iron Hollow, Mara looked back.

Gerald remained standing in the road.

For the first time, he looked worried.

Three days later, attorney Samuel Reeves arrived at Rowan’s cabin.

He was thin, bespectacled and far less intimidated by Rowan than Mara expected.

He reviewed Daniel’s papers.

His expression grew increasingly serious.

Finally he looked at Mara.

“Mrs. Dalton, your brother-in-law lied.”

Mara’s pulse quickened.

“About what?”

“The house.”

“What about it?”

“Daniel transferred ownership jointly to you almost a year ago.”

Mara stared.

“What?”

“You already own half outright. His remaining interest transferred to you under the survivorship clause.”

Gerald had known.

Reeves continued.

“More importantly, Daniel’s debts were largely business debts tied to a partnership with Gerald.”

Mara felt cold despite the fire.

“What does that mean?”

“It means Gerald appears to have attempted to move those liabilities onto Daniel’s estate while preserving assets for himself.”

Rowan’s expression darkened.

“Fraud?”

“Possibly.”

Mara looked down at Grace sleeping in her arms.

“My husband trusted him.”

“I’m sorry.”

“What happens now?”

“We challenge the estate administration.”

“Can he take my house?”

“No.”

Mara closed her eyes.

The house.

Daniel’s cup.

Their kitchen.

Grace’s home.

Gerald had tried to steal all of it.

Reeves continued.

“If the records say what I believe they say, Gerald may owe you money.”

Mara almost laughed.

“I don’t want his money.”

“Then take what belongs to your daughter.”

That changed everything.

Mara looked at Grace.

Rowan said quietly, “He’s right.”

She nodded.

“All right.”

The legal fight began.

Gerald responded exactly as Rowan predicted.

Badly.

He accused Mara of manipulation.

He claimed she was emotionally unstable from grief.

He implied Rowan had influenced her.

He spread rumors.

But something unexpected happened.

People in Iron Hollow began turning against Gerald.

The story of Grace’s birth spread through town.

So did the truth about North Ridge.

Mr. Bellamy admitted Gerald had purchased almost no supplies for Mara.

A carpenter confirmed he had warned Gerald months earlier that the cabin roof was unsafe.

A former clerk came forward with copies of partnership ledgers.

Truth, once people stopped being afraid of it, began moving quickly.

Mara watched all of it with amazement.

One evening she stood on Rowan’s porch holding Grace.

“She’s gaining weight.”

Rowan came beside her.

“She’s loud enough.”

“She gets that from you.”

Rowan stared.

Mara grinned.

He shook his head.

Snow reflected moonlight across the mountain.

Grace slept against Mara’s chest.

Mara looked at Rowan.

“You saved us.”

“No.”

“Yes.”

“You walked here.”

“You opened the door.”

“Because you knocked.”

Mara smiled.

“Still using that answer?”

“It remains accurate.”

She grew quiet.

“Rowan.”

“Yes?”

“What happens when this is over?”

He looked at her.

“The legal case?”

“Winter.”

A long silence.

Mara continued.

“When the roads clear. When I can return to my house.”

Rowan looked toward the mountains.

“You return.”

Something inside Mara tightened.

“And you?”

“I stay.”

The answer hurt far more than she expected.

Rowan turned away.

Mara realized then that the hardest part of surviving the winter might not be leaving the mountain.

It might be leaving him.

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