Healing and New Beginnings

The Coffee Norah Finally Shared · Chapter 4 of 6

Chapter 4

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The knock came shortly after sunrise on a Thursday.

Thomas was in the north pasture.

Caleb had ridden toward town.

Norah stood in the kitchen kneading bread while Clara slept in a basket near the stove.

At first Norah assumed one of the ranch hands had forgotten something.

She wiped flour from her hands and opened the door.

Mrs. Wilkins stood on the porch.

Behind her was Sheriff Cooper.

Norah’s stomach tightened.

Mrs. Wilkins wore black despite the warm weather and carried herself with the solemn dignity of someone attending a funeral she secretly hoped to enjoy.

Sheriff Cooper removed his hat.

“Morning, Mrs. Bennett.”

Norah looked at him.

“Sheriff.”

Then at Mrs. Wilkins.

“What are you doing here?”

The matron answered.

“I want what belongs to me.”

Norah almost shut the door.

Sheriff Cooper lifted a hand.

“Hold on.”

Clara stirred behind Norah.

The sheriff glanced past her.

“Can we talk?”

Norah stepped onto the porch and closed the door enough to keep the morning air away from Clara.

“What happened?”

Mrs. Wilkins opened her handbag.

“A silver brooch is missing from my room.”

Norah stared.

“And?”

“And it disappeared the morning you left.”

Understanding came slowly.

Then all at once.

“You’re accusing me.”

Mrs. Wilkins’s expression remained smug.

“I’m stating facts.”

Sheriff Cooper interrupted.

“She made a complaint.”

Norah looked at him.

“Do you believe her?”

The sheriff looked uncomfortable.

“My job isn’t to believe people. It’s to ask questions.”

“Ask.”

“Did you enter Mrs. Wilkins’s bedroom on the morning you left?”

“No.”

“Ever?”

“Once, weeks earlier, when she was sick. I brought tea.”

Mrs. Wilkins smiled.

“So you knew where my jewelry was.”

Norah’s face burned.

“You cannot be serious.”

“The brooch belonged to my mother.”

“I don’t care if it belonged to Queen Victoria. I didn’t take it.”

A horse approached rapidly.

Thomas.

Norah felt immediate relief and resented herself for it.

He reined in hard and dismounted.

“What happened?”

Mrs. Wilkins turned.

Sheriff Cooper spoke quickly.

“Thomas, nobody’s under arrest.”

Thomas’s face darkened.

“Why would anybody be under arrest?”

Norah answered.

“She says I stole jewelry.”

Thomas looked at Mrs. Wilkins.

“Leave.”

The sheriff sighed.

“Thomas.”

“Get her off my property.”

“I asked him here,” Norah said.

Thomas looked at her.

“You what?”

“I want this settled.”

“You don’t have to prove anything to her.”

“No.”

Norah held his gaze.

“But I need to prove it to me.”

Thomas understood.

He stepped back.

Sheriff Cooper asked whether he could search Norah’s belongings.

Thomas objected immediately.

Norah agreed.

Her carpetbag contained almost nothing.

The sheriff searched it in front of all of them.

Dress.

Bible.

Hairbrush.

Letters.

No brooch.

Mrs. Wilkins looked irritated rather than relieved.

“She could have sold it.”

Thomas laughed without humor.

“You think she stole your brooch, rode directly to my ranch, and somehow found a traveling fence before breakfast?”

Mrs. Wilkins ignored him.

“She might have hidden it.”

Norah crossed her arms.

“Where?”

The matron looked toward the house.

Thomas stepped between her and the door.

“Absolutely not.”

Sheriff Cooper nodded.

“I’m not searching Thomas’s house unless I have cause.”

“You have cause.”

“No.”

“You have my statement.”

“A statement isn’t evidence.”

Mrs. Wilkins’s expression hardened.

Then Clara began crying.

Norah opened the door.

“Excuse me.”

She lifted the baby from the basket.

Mrs. Wilkins stared.

Something ugly passed through her face.

“You look comfortable.”

Norah turned.

“What does that mean?”

“In another woman’s house.”

Thomas moved.

The sheriff caught his arm.

“Thomas.”

Mrs. Wilkins continued.

“Wearing clothes bought with his money. Holding his dead wife’s child.”

Norah felt the words strike.

Thomas spoke through clenched teeth.

“You’re done.”

But Mrs. Wilkins wanted the wound deeper.

“Maybe that’s what you wanted all along.”

Norah looked down at Clara.

Then back at the woman.

“No.”

Her voice was quiet.

“What I wanted was my husband alive.”

Mrs. Wilkins fell silent.

“I wanted my daughter alive.”

Norah’s eyes filled.

“I wanted to wake tomorrow in my old house and hear Samuel complaining that I burned the coffee.”

Thomas looked away.

Norah continued.

“I did not ask for this life.”

She held Clara closer.

“But this baby needed me. And I needed to remember that losing my child did not mean my life had ended too.”

Mrs. Wilkins’s expression flickered.

Norah stepped closer.

“So if you came here hoping to make me ashamed again, you wasted your ride.”

Sheriff Cooper cleared his throat.

“I think we’re finished.”

Mrs. Wilkins spun toward him.

“We are not.”

“Yes, ma’am.”

“You refuse to investigate theft?”

“I investigated.”

“You barely looked.”

He replaced his hat.

“I’ll keep asking questions in town.”

Mrs. Wilkins stormed toward her buggy.

Before climbing in, she pointed toward Norah.

“This isn’t over.”

Thomas muttered, “It will be if she keeps coming here.”

Norah gave him a warning look.

Mrs. Wilkins left.

Sheriff Cooper remained.

Thomas frowned.

“What?”

The sheriff waited until the buggy disappeared.

“I don’t think she believes Norah stole anything.”

Norah shifted Clara.

“Then why accuse me?”

“I wondered the same thing.”

He pulled a folded slip from his pocket.

“This was filed at the bank yesterday.”

Thomas took it.

Norah looked over his shoulder.

It was a request for repayment of an account balance.

Her name appeared halfway down the page.

NORAH BENNETT — $73.40.

Norah stared.

“What is that?”

“According to Mrs. Wilkins,” the sheriff said, “money you owe the boarding house.”

“She told me fifty.”

“I know.”

Thomas’s face became dangerous.

The sheriff continued.

“She’s trying to establish that you left town owing substantial debt.”

“Why?”

Sheriff Cooper looked at Thomas.

“Because if she can prove debt and theft, she can attach future wages.”

Norah went cold.

Thomas folded the paper.

“She wants Norah’s pay.”

“That’s my guess.”

“But she can’t.”

“Not without a judge.”

Sheriff Cooper looked at Norah.

“And I don’t think she’ll get one.”

The sheriff left.

Thomas paced the porch.

Norah watched.

“You’re doing the cattle face,” she said.

He stopped.

“This isn’t funny.”

“I know.”

“She’s trying to steal your wages.”

“I know.”

“She accused you of theft.”

“I was here for that part.”

Thomas looked at her.

Norah smiled faintly.

His anger softened.

“Why aren’t you furious?”

“I am.”

“You seem calm.”

“I spent six weeks thinking grief was the worst thing that could happen to me.”

She looked toward the road where Mrs. Wilkins had disappeared.

“Mrs. Wilkins is irritating.”

Thomas stared at her.

Then laughed.

Norah laughed too.

The tension eased.

But that evening, events became more serious.

Clara refused to eat.

At first Norah assumed the child was tired.

Then she felt the baby’s forehead.

Warm.

Too warm.

“Thomas.”

He came immediately.

“What?”

“She has a fever.”

His face lost all color.

Within minutes he had saddled a horse.

The doctor lived five miles away.

“I’ll bring him.”

“Ride carefully.”

Thomas was already running.

Clara’s fever climbed.

Norah removed excess blankets.

She cooled the baby’s forehead with damp cloths.

Every few minutes she tried feeding her.

Clara took almost nothing.

Memories attacked Norah.

The stillness of Elizabeth.

The midwife’s face.

Samuel coughing in the next room.

No.

Not again.

Norah carried Clara against her chest.

“You stay with me.”

The baby whimpered.

“You hear me?”

Tears fell onto the child’s bonnet.

“You do not get to leave your father.”

An hour passed.

Then another.

Norah began praying.

When hoofbeats finally thundered outside, Thomas nearly tore the door from its hinges.

Dr. Marcus Bell followed carrying a medical bag.

He examined Clara.

Norah stood beside him.

Thomas stood behind her.

“How bad?” Thomas asked.

The doctor listened to the baby’s breathing.

“Not pneumonia.”

Thomas exhaled.

“But she’s dehydrated.”

Norah nodded.

“She stopped feeding.”

“Keep trying small amounts.”

He examined her gums.

Then smiled faintly.

“And unless I’m mistaken, part of this misery may be the beginning of teething unusually early.”

Thomas stared.

“Teeth?”

“Eventually.”

“You mean she’s terrifying us because she plans to grow teeth?”

Dr. Bell chuckled.

“Babies have been terrifying parents for thousands of years.”

Norah almost collapsed with relief.

The doctor stayed an hour.

By midnight Clara’s temperature began dropping.

At two she finally nursed properly.

Thomas sat on the floor beside Norah’s chair.

His head rested against the wall.

Norah looked down.

“Thomas?”

No response.

He had fallen asleep.

Norah smiled.

Clara slept against her.

The storm of fear passed.

At dawn Thomas woke suddenly.

“Clara?”

“She’s fine.”

He stood.

“Fever?”

“Almost gone.”

His shoulders dropped.

Then he did something unexpected.

He reached toward Norah.

Stopped.

And pulled his hand back.

She had seen the impulse.

He had wanted to touch her.

Maybe her shoulder.

Maybe her hand.

Neither knew.

Thomas cleared his throat.

“Thank you.”

Norah looked at him.

“You don’t need to thank me every time I care for her.”

“I know.”

“Then stop.”

He smiled tiredly.

“No.”

Days later Sheriff Cooper returned.

This time, he was smiling.

He carried a small velvet pouch.

Norah stared.

“What is that?”

He handed it to Mrs. Wilkins, who had been brought to the ranch in his wagon.

The matron looked furious.

Sheriff Cooper addressed Norah.

“We found the missing brooch.”

Thomas crossed his arms.

“Where?”

The sheriff looked directly at Mrs. Wilkins.

“In her own sewing basket.”

Norah blinked.

Mrs. Wilkins spoke quickly.

“I forgot—”

Sheriff Cooper interrupted.

“You told me you searched that basket.”

“I was mistaken.”

“You also told me Mrs. Bennett entered your room the morning she left.”

“She could have.”

“Lydia says Norah never went upstairs after breakfast.”

Mrs. Wilkins’s face tightened.

Sheriff Cooper continued.

“And Mr. Benson brought me his receipts.”

Thomas smiled.

Norah looked between them.

“What receipts?”

Sheriff Cooper pulled papers from his coat.

“Turns out Mrs. Wilkins charged the boarding house for flour that you bought.”

Norah stared.

“And sold your Saturday bread through the hotel twice when you were caring for Samuel.”

“I didn’t know that.”

“She collected the money.”

Mrs. Wilkins whispered, “That’s business.”

The sheriff shook his head.

“No.”

He handed Norah a sheet.

“After Lydia and Ruth gave statements, we calculated what you earned against legitimate room charges.”

Norah looked at the number.

She read it twice.

Then a third time.

Mrs. Wilkins did not look at her.

Thomas asked, “Well?”

Norah slowly lifted her head.

“I don’t owe her fifty dollars.”

“No.”

Sheriff Cooper smiled.

“How much do you owe?”

Norah’s lips curved.

“Nothing.”

Thomas’s smile widened.

Norah looked at Mrs. Wilkins.

“She owes me.”

Sheriff Cooper nodded.

“Twenty-eight dollars and sixty cents.”

For several seconds Thomas said nothing.

Then he laughed.

He laughed so loudly Clara woke upstairs.

Norah began laughing too.

Even Sheriff Cooper smiled.

Mrs. Wilkins turned scarlet.

Thomas wiped his eyes.

“Oh, this is the best morning I’ve had in years.”

Norah looked at the woman who had once blocked a doorway and convinced her she had nowhere to go.

The fear was gone.

Completely.

Norah folded the paper.

“You can keep the money.”

Everyone stared.

Mrs. Wilkins blinked.

“What?”

Norah stepped closer.

“You heard me.”

Thomas frowned.

“Norah—”

She lifted a hand.

“I don’t want it.”

Mrs. Wilkins almost smiled.

Norah continued.

“Give it to Lydia.”

The smile vanished.

“And Ruth.”

Norah’s voice grew firmer.

“And every woman who worked off debts you invented.”

Sheriff Cooper looked impressed.

Thomas looked prouder than Norah wanted him to.

Mrs. Wilkins opened her mouth.

Norah finished.

“And after that, never use my name again.”

The sheriff escorted Mrs. Wilkins away.

Thomas and Norah stood on the porch.

“You should have taken the money,” he said.

“I have enough.”

“Twenty-eight dollars is twenty-eight dollars.”

“You sound like a rancher.”

“I am a rancher.”

She looked at him.

“I wanted something better.”

“What?”

Norah watched the wagon disappear.

“To know she can’t do it to someone else.”

Thomas studied her for a long time.

Then he said quietly, “Samuel was a lucky man.”

Norah’s breath caught.

Thomas seemed surprised by his own words.

He looked away.

Neither spoke again.

But that night, as Norah stood over Clara’s cradle, she found herself thinking about Thomas’s almost-touch beside the sick baby’s bed.

And for the first time, that frightened her far more than Mrs. Wilkins ever had.

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