Healing and New Beginnings

Nora Stopped Minding the Talk · Chapter 4 of 6

Chapter 4

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The bullet had passed through Cole Sutter's upper arm.

That was the good news.

The bad news was that he had ridden nearly twelve miles afterward while losing enough blood to turn his shirt almost black.

Nora got him into the kitchen with help from Eli Turner, her nearest neighbor, whom she sent a frantic message to wake before dawn.

Doctor Harris arrived an hour later.

By then Cole had regained consciousness and was objecting to almost everything.

"I don't need whiskey."

"You're getting whiskey," Doctor Harris said.

"I've had worse."

"Then you've had worse judgment too."

Nora stood beside the stove holding Grace.

She had never seen Cole look weak.

She disliked it intensely.

The doctor cut away the sleeve.

Nora saw the wound and looked away.

Not because of blood.

Because fear hit too hard.

She had already buried too many people.

The thought arrived without permission.

I cannot bury him too.

That frightened her more than the injury.

When the doctor finished, he ordered Cole into bed for at least several days.

Cole laughed.

Doctor Harris did not.

"If you tear that wound open, I will let Mrs. Greer stitch the next one."

Nora crossed her arms.

"Without whiskey."

Cole surrendered.

They placed him in the downstairs spare room rather than the barn.

Nobody discussed the implications.

That afternoon, after Grace fell asleep, Nora entered carrying soup.

Cole was sitting up.

"Lie down."

"I am down."

"Your back is vertical."

"Technicality."

She put the bowl on the bedside table.

"Who shot you?"

Cole looked toward the window.

"I don't know."

"Don't lie."

"I don't know who pulled the trigger."

"That's not what I asked."

Cole exhaled.

"I found Mercy in an abandoned holding pen near Pike's north range."

Nora went cold.

"Pike's property?"

"Close to it. Not technically his."

"Then what?"

"Two men came."

"Who?"

"Had scarves over their faces."

"What did they want?"

"Me to leave the horse."

"And you refused."

Cole almost smiled.

"Seemed rude to steal him twice."

Nora stared at him.

"You're joking."

"Little."

"You could have died."

The smile disappeared.

"I know."

"Grace could have lost you."

"I know."

Nora's voice rose.

"Then why would you fight two armed men over a horse?"

Cole looked at her.

"Because Mercy is yours."

The room went silent.

Nora's anger faltered.

"He could be sold," Cole continued. "Maybe enough to cover most of that note. Somebody knows it."

"Warren."

"Probably."

"We should go to the sheriff."

"We need proof."

Nora turned away.

"I'm so tired of needing proof while men like Warren do whatever they please."

Cole's voice softened.

"Nora."

She turned.

"You don't have to fight everything alone."

Her laugh came sharp.

"That's rich coming from you."

He almost argued.

Then stopped.

Nora sat.

"You'd rather take a bullet than accept money for milk."

"That sounds worse when you say it."

"It should."

Grace cried from the kitchen.

Both adults instinctively turned toward the sound.

Nora rose.

At the doorway, Cole said, "Thank you."

She looked back.

"For what?"

"Not asking whether Grace should stay somewhere else after this."

Nora's chest tightened.

"Why would I?"

"Most people would."

"I'm not most people."

"No."

His gaze held hers.

"You aren't."

Nora left before he could see the effect those words had.

Cole remained in the house for four days.

They were the longest four days of his life.

He hated inactivity.

Nora discovered this within six hours.

He tried fixing a chair one-handed.

She took away the tools.

He tried sharpening kitchen knives.

She took away the whetstone.

He attempted to carry firewood.

She threatened to hit him with it.

On the second evening, he sat by the stove holding Grace while Nora prepared supper.

"This is imprisonment."

"You're free to leave."

"Doctor said—"

"Exactly."

Cole looked down at Grace.

"Your jailer is cruel."

Nora pointed the spoon at him.

"Don't turn my baby against me."

The words escaped naturally.

My baby.

Both froze.

Nora's face changed.

"I meant—"

Cole looked at Grace.

Then at Nora.

"She doesn't mind."

Nora swallowed.

"Still."

"It's all right."

Grace wrapped her hand around Nora's finger when she approached.

Something passed silently between the adults.

It remained unspoken.

The next morning, Sheriff Amos Bell arrived.

Nora had sent Eli to town with word.

Cole described the attack.

The sheriff listened carefully.

"Warren Pike?"

"Didn't see him," Cole said.

"Could have been his men."

"Could have been."

The sheriff frowned.

"That's not enough."

Nora's jaw tightened.

"Everyone keeps telling me what isn't enough."

Amos looked sympathetic.

"I can't arrest a man because he's unpleasant."

"You'd empty half the county jail if you could," Cole said.

Amos almost smiled.

Then his face grew serious.

"I can ask questions."

"Do that."

The sheriff left.

Two days later he returned with worse news.

Warren Pike had produced three witnesses claiming Cole threatened him at a livestock auction months earlier.

Cole had never attended that auction.

"They're lying," Nora said.

"Obviously," Amos replied. "But Pike is preparing something."

"What?"

"I don't know."

They learned the following week.

Warren challenged ownership of Mercy.

He claimed the black gelding matched a horse stolen from one of his former partners in Colorado.

The accusation was absurd.

But it delayed any sale.

Without Mercy, Nora's best chance of paying the bank vanished.

The note deadline sat seventeen days away.

Cole's wound remained too painful for serious horse work.

The gray stallion was still barely started.

Pressure tightened around them.

Then winter arrived early.

Snow began after sundown on November nineteenth.

By midnight, six inches covered the farm.

By dawn, drifts reached the lower fence rails.

Nora stood at the kitchen window.

"Feed."

Cole appeared behind her.

"What?"

"If this continues, we'll burn through winter feed faster."

He knew what that meant.

More money.

They said nothing.

Grace cooed from her basket.

Nora forced herself to smile.

The next three days became a fight against weather.

Cole ignored the doctor and returned to work.

Nora argued.

He refused to stop.

Together they fed cattle, carried water, repaired snow-damaged fencing.

At night they sat near the stove.

Grace often slept between them.

The world outside became white and silent.

Inside, something fragile grew.

They talked.

Not about money.

Not about Warren.

About lives before grief.

Nora told Cole how Matthew proposed while knee-deep in mud after a wagon wheel broke.

Cole told her Clara had been unable to whistle but attempted it whenever angry.

Nora laughed so hard she woke Grace.

Cole apologized.

"Don't," Nora said.

"For what?"

"Laughing."

She looked around the kitchen.

"This house has been too quiet."

Cole understood.

One night, while snow hit the windows, he asked, "Would you ever marry again?"

Nora looked at him sharply.

"That's direct."

"Sorry."

She considered.

"For years I thought even thinking about it meant betraying Matthew."

"And now?"

"I don't know."

Cole stared into the fire.

"I feel that about Clara."

Nora looked at him.

"If you loved someone again, would that erase her?"

"No."

"Then why would it betray her?"

Cole had no answer.

Neither spoke for a long time.

Then Grace woke.

Life moved forward.

It always did.

Three days before the bank deadline, the weather cleared.

And a buyer arrived.

His name was Charles Whitcomb, a cattle rancher from Oklahoma Territory.

He had heard from Eli Turner about Cole's work.

Whitcomb inspected the chestnut mare and the bay.

He rode both.

Then he offered two hundred and sixty dollars for the pair.

Nora nearly stopped breathing.

It was more than expected.

Cole looked at her.

She nodded.

The deal was made.

After Whitcomb left, Nora counted the money three times.

She still needed one hundred twenty dollars.

"Mercy could cover it," Cole said.

"If the ownership challenge clears."

"It will."

"When?"

Cole didn't answer.

The gray stallion would not be ready.

Nora went upstairs that night and opened Matthew's old trunk.

Inside lay his pocket watch.

Silver.

Engraved.

The last birthday gift Nora had given him.

She held it for nearly an hour.

The next morning, she wrapped it in cloth.

Cole caught her saddling the wagon horse.

"Where are you going?"

"Town."

"For?"

"Supplies."

He looked at the wrapped object.

"What's that?"

"Nothing."

"Nora."

She climbed onto the wagon.

Cole grabbed the side rail.

"Show me."

"Move."

"Nora."

She glared.

Finally she revealed the watch.

Cole's expression changed.

"No."

"It's mine."

"Don't."

"I need one hundred twenty dollars."

"We'll get it."

"How?"

He hesitated.

"Exactly."

"This mattered to Matthew."

"The farm mattered more."

"It matters to you."

Nora's eyes burned.

"You don't get to decide what I sell."

"No."

Cole released the wagon.

"But you taught me something."

"What?"

"That grief doesn't require us to destroy everything left behind."

Nora froze.

Those were almost the exact words she had told him after he considered selling Clara's wedding ring weeks earlier.

Cole looked toward the pasture.

"Give me until tomorrow."

"For what?"

"The gray."

"He's nowhere near ready."

"Give me one day."

"You'll hurt yourself."

"Probably."

"Cole."

"One day."

Nora looked at the watch.

Then him.

"Tomorrow afternoon."

Cole nodded.

He entered the pasture.

For the next six hours, Nora watched a man do something she had once believed impossible.

Cole did not conquer the gray stallion.

He listened.

He waited.

He moved forward.

He backed away.

He asked.

Again.

Again.

Again.

The stallion fought every instinct telling him to flee.

Then slowly, almost imperceptibly, he chose to remain.

Near sunset, Cole placed a hand against the horse's neck.

Nora's throat tightened.

By dusk, the stallion wore a saddle.

Cole did not ride him.

Not yet.

But it was enough to show what he could become.

Unfortunately, no buyer stood at the gate.

And the bank deadline was the next morning.

Nora woke before dawn.

She dressed carefully.

She placed Matthew's watch in her pocket.

Then she walked downstairs.

Cole stood in the kitchen.

Grace was in his arms.

"What are you doing awake?"

"Waiting."

"For?"

Hooves sounded outside.

Several horses.

Nora went to the window.

Men were riding into the yard.

Charles Whitcomb led them.

Behind him came three ranchers.

Nora looked at Cole.

"What did you do?"

"Sent messages yesterday."

"When?"

"While you were milking."

The men had come to see the gray stallion.

By ten o'clock, a bidding contest had started.

By eleven, the gray sold for one hundred ninety dollars.

Nora stood speechless.

She now had enough money to pay the note.

More than enough.

She turned to Cole.

He smiled.

"Keep the watch."

Nora reached into her pocket.

Her fingers closed around the silver case.

For the first time in months, she felt the weight of the future become lighter.

They rode to town together.

Nora paid the bank.

When the clerk stamped the note PAID, her hands trembled.

Outside the bank, Cole stood holding Grace.

Nora emerged.

"It's done."

Cole grinned.

"Done?"

"Done."

Without thinking, Nora threw her arms around him.

Cole stiffened.

Then held her carefully.

Grace made a protesting noise between them.

They separated laughing.

Neither noticed Warren Pike watching from across the street.

But Warren noticed everything.

And the expression on his face promised the fight was not finished.

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